chapter 16

To anonymous,

Feels like everything is taking a u turn. Many old threads are breaking. After all they became too weak to support the burden of the teenage changes.

Sophia is not speaking to me and Andrea anymore. She is not ready to give a reason for it. All this time I was trying to curb those ill feelings building up within me after all that fuss with Sophia, Steven, Sam and Sabrina. I didn’t want to pick up another fight and that too with Sophia. But the fate has not yet decided its path.

People say that we have the same thinking for each other. I mean that if we have hatred for someone they may have the same for us, without each other’s knowledge about that.

This is very common in teenage. Mainly because of ego issues. We all have a handful of ego during teenage and we can’t bear if someone hurts it. Quite pathetic!

I forgot to tell you that our seats have changed. Earlier Andrea and I used to sit together. But now my partner is Andrew. He is a quite person. Seldom does he speak to girls. Maybe he is a shy person especially in front of girls as I always see him roaring out with his bunch of friends. More things to be discovered. Andrea’s partner is Silvestre. He talks too much.

I fear that my birthday shall turn into a disaster. I’ll do whatever it takes to bring things back to what they were. Got to go. Bye.

“Ego has a voracious appetite, the more you feed it, the hungrier it gets. Nathaniel Bronner

Yours lovingly,



2 Responses to “chapter 16”

  1. vineeta srivastava October 30, 2011 at 9:38 am #

    ego ….stands best explained in scriptures (doha) written by kabir ji .one who mutters me me me all the time is like animal who has left no window open for god..even .once god enters our heart ego dissolves and u shine like GOD……kabir ji is real life hero for me i always follow his sayings….

    • gauranshi October 31, 2011 at 12:04 pm #

      yes…agreed…truly said by kabir
      even i enjoy reading his dohas…. 😀

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