chapter 10

To anonymous,

I was wondering what is karma??? I know it’s a really silly topic for my age but still.  You know there is one Taio Cruz’s song which I was humming right now. It goes like….

“And I know karma’s gonna get me back for being so cold
Like a big bad wolf, I’m born to be bad and bad to the bone”

People call it destiny. They say whatever good or bad you do returns to you. But I don’t think so. So many do wrong and only a few suffer. Sometimes I think whether Karma is responsible for all the upheavals I face….

But there is at-least a decade before I find it out. Well these days I’m really off.  You remember my quarrels.  Well at that time Sophia and Rebecca stood firmly by my side. They even encouraged me. But later on when I was really going to put an end to all that they just turned their backs to me. I mean first and foremost I picked up this quarrel for Sophia and no one knows it. So I don’t consider this Rebecca’s fault. And then when I was deciding to leave Sam’s company she was the one who supported my view and at that time also she encouraged me.

Then one fine day a guy comes and tells them to stay out of all this as they had nothing to do with it and it was only me to be blamed, they readily agreed. And guess who he was……none other than Sam. Although I feel bad that Rebecca turned her back but it makes me cry to think Sophia could do this. HELL!!!!!!!!!!

I mean how can someone oil the fire of a quarrel and then withdraw from all that. And then they behave as if they had nothing to do with it. Why are humans so selfish?? They stay with you till they enjoy being with you and then they just leave. Although she hasn’t left me but she left me when I needed her. It’s better if she leaves me. I don’t want anyone now. The only companion left are my books. At least they are the one who haven’t betrayed me…. > 😦

Got to go. Here’s another quote…”A man is born alone and dies alone; and he experiences the good and bad consequences of his karma alone; and he goes alone to hell or the Supreme abode. Bye.

Yours lovingly,



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